I am having a panicky day today. I hate when a dream does that to me. Last night I dreamed that Boyo’s mom took us on vacation to this hotel. We were not allowed to drink or take our cameras. I thought it strange. But whatever. Then all of the sudden there are cameras all over the hotel suite. Big Brother style. I was informed via hotel manager that we were on a show called Unbreakable. His mom had signed us up for it. I was having none of it. The prize? $44K. I was FURIOUS!!!! Dave’s sister, who looked just like Snookie or whatever her name is, was giving me a bunch of crap because I was refusing to be part of it. I finally told the Hotel Manager (who was a TV producer in disguise that Dave and I were leaving and didn’t want to be part of it. It was then that Dave said he was staying. I asked if he knew about the TV show and he said No but he wanted that money. I felt betrayed. I would never choose money over him. How could he do this. 3 years together and he was choosing this show over me? I promptly took my ring off and threw it at him and left. He didn’t even try to stop me. I was heartbroken. I tried texting him after I left, asking him why, but I got no response. I just got a random text message from him after a couple of hours that said “FZ”

And then I woke up. I was so angry that I woke him up to tell him what an asshole he’d been in the dream. I think I will go cry now… and drink a carnation breakfast.